Indra’s Net, The Word of the Lord, and Me, and You
January 28, 2010
Indra’s Net
In Buddhism, one of the metaphors for the inter-connectedness of all things is found in Indra’s Net. In Vedic mythology, the net hangs over the palace of the god Indra. The net is held together by a jewel located at each intersection of the net’s fibers and when the sun shines on one jewel, the reflection of that jewel becomes a part of all the other jewels’ radiance.
Indra’s Net is part of a Buddhist sutra- a teaching- which describes infinite realms of space within infinite realms of space, all connected, all dependent on the others. Developed in the 3rd century C.E., the metaphor attempts to explain not only the spaces which we can see because they are larger than we are, but also the spaces too small to be seen with the naked eye. Before microscopes, before telescopes, there was an understanding of the similarities of spatial realities, no matter what their size, that were only able to be confirmed with electron microscopes and Hubble and Cassini telescopes late in the 20th century!
Those microscopes and telescopes confirmed what the Vedics and other ancient peoples had begun to know: Jupiter is connected to Io is connected to the Milky Way is connected to Alpha Centauri is connected to the Atlantic Ocean is connected to oyster shells, fish gills, snake lungs, the Moon, the Sahara Desert, and human circulatory systems.
Now hear the word of the Lord..
Really. 1 Corinthian 12: 12,13- “The human body has many parts, but the many parts make up one whole body. So it is with the body of Christ. Some of us are Jews, some are Gentiles, some are slaves, and some are free. But we have all been baptized into one body by one Spirit, and we all share the same Spirit.”
In the 13th century, Brother Francis wrote:
“We praise You, Lord, for all Your creatures,
especially for Brother Sun,
who is the day through whom You give us light.
And he is beautiful and radiant with great splendor,
of You Most High, he bears your likeness.
We praise You, Lord, for Sister Moon and the stars,
in the heavens you have made them bright, precious and fair.
We praise You, Lord, for Brothers Wind and Air,
fair and stormy, all weather’s moods,
by which You cherish all that You have made.
We praise You, Lord, for Sister Water..Brother Fire..Sister Earth..for Sister Death.”1.
The interconnectedness of all things. The Buddhists also call it the interpenetration of all things: the in-ness of all things within everything else. It is when we deny that wholeness, that completeness and dependency of each thing, each being, on the other, that we are able to conceive, condone, and conduct violence on that which is outside of our own small and self-defined circle of life. We are able to more easily discriminate, stereotype, deny, disregard, ignore, abuse, even destroy that from which we convince ourselves we are forever separate.
And that, as should be more and more apparent to more and more people, has become a frighteningly dangerous way to live. It has brought us to the edge of both nuclear and environmental disaster. And the only way to stop our slide into extinction will be to say with more frequency ,fervency, veracity, and sincerity:
Brother, Sister, Mother, Father..
1.from The Canticle of the Creatures, Saint Francis (1181-1226)
Am Was Will Are Be Been
January 27, 2010
from “Hallelujah” by Leonard Cohen
You say I took the name in vain
I don’t even know the name
But if I did, well really, what’s it to you?
There’s a blaze of light
In every word
It doesn’t matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah © Leonard Cohen ~~~ How dare we try to control What Is with a name! She Is, We Are, I Have Been, They Are, It Will Be, He Was, They Will, She Is Becoming, It Was, They Are, She Was, They Have Been, She Will Be, He Will, He Is, We Will, We Were, I Will, I Was, I Am I Am I Am who I am and because I am you are. I was, then you were. I will be, so you will be too. I am before, now, and tomorrow. I am all the beginnings and I will be in all of the endings to come. I Am now later then when before after past present future tomorrow today yesterday tomorrow tomorrowtomorrowtomorrow.. so I am, too. Now and forever amen.
Hallelujah, Hallelujah © (my name doesn’t matter at all) הַלְּלוּיָהּ
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
What’s your real name, God?
January 27, 2010
Can You Imagine?
For example, what the trees do
not only in lightening storms
or the watery dark of a summer’s night
or under the white nets of winter
but now, and now, and now – whenever
we’re not looking. Surely you can’t imagine
they don’t dance, from the root up, wishing
to travel a little, not cramped so much as wanting
a better view, or more sun, or just as avidly
more shade – surely you can’t imagine they just
stand there loving every
minute of it, the birds or the emptiness, the dark rings
of the years slowly and without a sound
thickening, and nothing different unless the wind,
and then only in its own mood, comes
to visit, surely you can’t imagine
patience, and happiness, like that.
© Mary Oliver
Can you imagine beyond the words, into midrash? Can you imagine beyond Sabbath, into eternity? Can you imagine beyond law, into gospel? Can you imagine beyond what you think you know about God, into what you think you know about yourself?
And then, can you imagine, as Hafiz asks, begging Reason to come outside and play?
But trees can’t dance! I’m not like God! Flowers don’t bloom in winter! That’s just the way I was brought up! There’s nothing good comes out of Nazareth!
Close your eyes and discover the fields of color lying between the black and white boundaries to which you’ve confined yourself. Close your eyes and listen to the ten thousand songs being sung by your heart instead of the rules and regulations being recited and repeated by your intellect. Stop keeping God in that rough little box that is so awkward to carry around; take the lid off and say this,
“Play with me, God. You’re it! Run with me! Beat you to that tree! Rock, Paper, Scissors- ha! I win! You wanna go to the store with me and get a Coke? Where do you live anyway? Oh, look at that dog..and those cats..and the birds up in the air! What’s your real name, God?”
Close your eyes, now. And listen for the answers..
© David Weber
The Great Poem
January 26, 2010
from “An Encounter”
I confessed that I am afraid to die
with poems left unsaid inside me,
and he said, “You will.
You’ll die with a great poem in your heart
that will never see paper.”
We were quiet then. A bee buzzed
perilously close to my sweaty thigh,
and I heard it: I heard
the danger and sweetness inside everything.
(“An Encounter” © Alison Luterman in The Sun, January, 2010)
We suffer, wanting to make our mark, leave our mark, and be remembered. We suffer, because we think we must know what we won’t know will no longer be able to know cannot know. We suffer- too often- simply because we are unable to say so.
So. And our words tumble, in unknown tongues.
So. We mumble through sighs and groans.
So. And then we are breathed upon and it becomes clear that we are that great poem, the greatest poem, and it is being written by Both of Us in languages that can’t be counted and it will always be written and it will always be read..
© David Weber
Your Love, This Love, A Silent Prayer
January 26, 2010
Wild Geese
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting–
over and over announcing your place in the family of things.
© Mary Oliver
And one day, when we expect it least, or when we need it most, we see. We see beyond the confines of our imaginations, we see past the accumulated knowledge that has blocked our seeing before this day, these moments. We see, and we know. We know that Our Name and Your Name are are without end or beginning. We reach for the edges of our understanding and there are none; nor, we know now, will there ever be the need for them again.
We are without words and so we look beseechingly to the sky, the geese, the summer winds for syntax and syllable, for punctuation and paragraph, and we hear instead the trees laughing and the clouds remembering when they, too, sought to reduce love, This Love, to language.
© David Weber
Battles
August 11, 2008
I dreamt, after wakening, that there really are prophets who can hear the One Sound- the music of Creation as it battles Death.
It is the Sound of the Ocean and of Blood, the rhythm of the Moon and the response of our Pulse in a saltwater symphony. It is the voice, not of the god of our imagined fears, but of the triumphal entry of All That Is into the squalor of Jerusalem.
It is the music that proclaims, “it is finished,” even as crabs scurry across the sand and even as ocean waves spread New Life in metered rhythms of New Beginnings.
There are prophets who hear that terrible Harmony even as they are crushed by its Beauty.They laugh and they cry at once for the horror behind them and the hope in which they are wetly standing.
And they must tell others- those few others who can hear the music wherever they, too, are wetly standing. So that they know their feet are not wet in vain, and so they know their always breaking hearts are vital to the continuing Music.
Progeny
July 18, 2008
The Wind thrusts relentlessly
against the ocean’s surface
until, in liquid gratitude,
a Current rises to meet the Wind
and be freed from the pressure
of an underwater existence
for awhile..and
In that cataclysmic meeting of
Moving Air and Counter-moving Water,
In that orgasmic movement of Power
In, out, around, on, over, and through-
One, a part of the Other now..until!
A Wave begins to rise,
Birthed in ecstatic release
for awhile..and
Rolling, cascading, turning down, turning up,
the Wave, separate now from the Current
moves westward, toward its someday Lover
with other offspring of the Ocean’s expansive bed
and hand in hand at times, dancing together
in white-capped frenzy and then
alone, in gentle surges onward
for awhile..and
One day, in the fullness of its Life
The Wave enters the gravitational
Inevitabilities and intimate destinies
of the Lover’s grasp.
And, spreading wide its watery arms,
full of strength with which to embrace
and filled, too, with nautical stories
of distance, storms, and oceanic denizens,
the Beach, the perfect and only Lover-
the culmination of Wavy dreams and
Unwavering hope-
is met,
for awhile..and
In a wet and lengthy kiss
The Wave fades into its Beloved destiny,
with every drop of its existence still whole,
and every moment of its Life still existent
in the Lives of everything it has touched
on its long shoreward journey.
The Wave- dissipated- becomes part of the Currents
that circle the Planet..
Currents, flowing from their Beloved in tender trust
and singular surety;
Currents, beginning their time of waiting
for the powerful but sweet, and thrusting but gentle,
invitations of the Winds, to rise
and meet them, and give birth to
a new Creation.
7 12 08 (with love for Thich Nhat Hahn)
Bois d’arc Breathings
June 30, 2008
Between my eyes and that bois d’arc tree
just across the way,
in the seven seconds it took to remember the
spelling of bois d’arc,
the history of humankind has blown by.
There! The indestructible atomic remnants
of Caesar’s gasp as
Brutus’s knife entered his ribcage,
and of the basso profundo sung
in Gregorian Chant at Chartres.
Oxygen ventilated at the Battle of Hastings,
passed on through photosynthetic generations
of pine trees, plankton, and petunias,
then inhaled again by Shakespeare, Chopin,
and the guy who played Chewbacca.
And even the breath of Jesus, let loose
in the world with the words,
“It is finished;”
only, it was just beginning.
A dog carried that expelled expiration
back to Jerusalem, passed it on to
a fig tree, which gave it to pigeon,
who deposited it on the street
where it was stepped on by a donkey
and delivered to a field outside of the city
from where it was delivered eventually,
after being present in a hundred thousand
manifestations
to this pasture in Texas..
where part of it was grabbed by the bois d’arc
and part of it by me.
And that, of course, is a bit of the reason
we are both still alive.
(to be continued)
In the middle of a Texas pasture
April 22, 2008
Life teems.
From my perspective
(a single breath in the winds
of the Universe)
what is, was; and what will be,
is now.
But that is illusion,
a vagary of the glimpse I have
of these moments, of this Now
in eternity.
Life teems, and thrusts-
asserting itself into generations
of which it is unaware
but, nonetheless, bidden.
Driven by upward forces
toward the sun,
pushed across barren soils
toward rivers and seas,
called by the future
toward a presence
in the harmonic symphony
that is always being written.
I am
in the midst of it
Now.
I am the teeming desires
of my ancestors to see
what they would not see,
to touch what would be
beyond their grasp,
and to feel the wind, the warmth,
the wonder of it all,
which they had known.
I am their thrusting, lusting,
desiring need for
presence in the panorama
of continuing Creation.
I am the accumulated starstuff
of dying suns, ocean tides, volcanic eruptions,
thunder, lightning, simmering summers,
melting glaciers, and rivered canyons.
I am part of the meandering tapestry
of the Earth’s green response
to planetary cataclysms; and
I am part of the hungry, crawling,
expanding and replicating,
movement of consciousness through time.
I am their resurrection.
I am their Life.
I am.
Hummingbird (in Cuba, Zoom-zoom)
April 14, 2008
Hummingbirds belong in manicured back yards
hovering near red plastic feeders bought at Walmart
(On Sale, $6.95),
zoom-zooming back and forth for the amusement
of those of us behind plate glass doors
within thermostat-cooled rooms,
our toes nestled in thickly carpeted
representations of the bug-filled grass outside
(just beyond the redwood deck, and Weber gas cooker).
But these hummingbirds-
2 of them, 3, no..4 !
These hummingbirds are watching
for pink lipped blossoms
full of sweet kisses.
These hummingbirds sit in mesquite trees
(for a moment)
planning erotic dances
with the wild sisters
newly arrived from the Yucatan.
These hummingbirds have not been to Walmart;
but they have flown over a thousand miles of
white-capped oceans .
From the jungles of Chiapis
they heard the voices of 10,000 generations
calling them to grass-filled plains
and shale hills to the north
where mockingbirds and vultures,
prairie hens and quail,
crows and robins, cowbirds, sparrows, and cardinals
have gathered since before the moon set or the sun rose
as backdrops against a single, human-lit campfire.
These hummingbirds have never tasted sugar water
tinted with red dye #2 from the local IGA.
But they have tasted the essential and subtle
syrups of primroses
(growing in profusion).
They have licked the sugary insides of
Trumpet creeper stamens and
and honeysuckle pistels,
whose names are without meaning
in the brilliant beckoning
of the flowers’ sun-drenched petals.
Now, they are flying close enough to watch me.
The buzz of their wings is too fast for me to see;
I can only hear their blurry presence,
their so-curious hummed inquiries
and look quickly into their eyes,
as they determine that there is no pink, red, magenta,
or scarlet signs here worth further investigation.
I say “hello,” before they leave, while regretting
(a little, and for several minutes, a lot)
that I will never see the pyramids of Teotihuacan
or bottlenose dolphins in the Gulf of Mexico
with them.