Moon
August 28, 2007
“Because what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is..” Bright Eyes, “Lua”
In moonlight, lovers make promises and con men ply their trade. The ancients made sense of the moon’s phases with stories of hungry dragons, and the moon defines almost everything we take for granted about our calendars.
The Moon is our nearest universal neighbor. It is out there- 240,000 miles away; but its presence is deeply, intrinsically a part of each of us, too. Resulting from a cataclysmic crash of an asteroid with the Earth four billion years ago, the gravitational pull of the Moon’s daily revolution around the Earth affects every drop of water on earth. We mechanically speak of and measure the oceans tides; we know their high and low times in any given location. In reality, the movement of the oceans is continuous- a never ending wave that endlessly circles the Earth.
Seas, lakes, rivers, streams, ponds, and even water puddles are also being affected. The movement within smaller bodies of water may seem negligible from a human point of view, yet that movement has affected every part of our genetic being, just as water itself has. The moon is not merely out there; it is wound around us, tied to each cell of our bodies and of every living being.
Even without knowing the physical and genetic hold of the Moon on humans, St.Francis of Assisi properly spoke of and understood intuitively the intimate nature of the Earth-Moon-Life relationship:
“Praised be You my Lord with all Your creatures,
especially Sir Brother Sun,
Who is the day through whom You give us light.
And he is beautiful and radiant with great splendor,
Of You Most High, he bears the likeness.
Praised be You, my Lord, through Sister Moon and the stars,
In the heavens you have made them bright, precious and fair.”
Much of the million-year holy, evening-lit relationship between humans and the Moon has been lost within mechanistic worldviews that treat universal bodies as interesting but personally irrelevant parts of some thing outside ourselves. But, be quiet and hear the Moon’s real voice in our heartbeats. Feel the Moon’s allure as our own desires are drawn from us in the soft reflected glow of the Sun’s light from its surface.
The attractions between us and the Moon are real. They are not only the stuff of poetry; they are part of the Universe’s rhythmic symphony within us. And we must, must begin to learn again that we are the choir..
Our Grandmother (as a little girl)
August 26, 2007
She looks north, across an African plain, toward the hills which her family will ascend together over the coming weeks.
She waits, by a garden near the Tigris River, as her mother stirs corn soup.
She watches her father’s boat returning through the surf of southeast Asian seas.
She looks back, across the Mediterranean, remembering the place her band once lived.
She sees the faraway bear in the valley near Lascaux.
She watches the sacred fire rise into the Australian sky.
She is our grandmother. She is in us all. Watching still.
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photo by Bart Nino, photo.net
Ants, A.D.D., a Chisel, and a Palette
August 23, 2007
“It is something to be able to paint a particular picture, or carve a statue, and so to make a few objects beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look, which morally we can do.” ~Henry David Thoreau
It is almost never about what we are seeing; it is about how we are seeing it. It is always some aspect of our egos which colors that which has stimulated our imaginations.
I cannot pass an ant mound; why does almost no one ever want to squat with me and watch, too? I gave waiting up long ago, and I am no longer disappointed that nobody wants to watch the ants, or the 10,000 wasp maggots in the compost heap chewing through yesterday’s garbage. I used to think my desire to sit and watch diversions like those was an affliction, an ADDled ability to concentrate. That self perception of myself as never-endingly immature and unable to focus was reinforced a hundred times by teachers, K through 12, from whom I heard the refrains, “Dave, stop talking,” or “David, stop drawing pictures and listen,” or “Mr. Weber, would you please share with the class what it is that you find so interesting outside?” And the answer would always have to be a moving tree limb, or a bird, or the clouds, so I would inevitably answer, “Nothing, sorry.”
Had I been able to concentrate while geometry was being taught or while titration levels (whatever those are!) were being established in chemistry class, I might have moved on with some of those socio-economically identical classmates who became doctors, builders, and bankers. Instead, I became a guy who, at the age of 50, was still watching tree limbs and wasp maggots, and feeling guilty about it.
Within the context of another psychological crisis, I was blessed with a counselor who, when I whined to her about being different and disappointed in being so, had the insight to answer, “So what?”
“If you were punished by a teacher for being left-handed as a child”, she asked, “would you curse your genetics or tell the teacher to screw himself?” (She knew how to appeal to me!)
“I would hope I would fight back,” I answered.
“There’s your answer. ADD wasn’t a choice you made, it was the gift you were given.”
And thus the lights went on for me. And have gotten brighter ever since. The block of marble that hung in front of my eyes and impeded my view of everything, was what needed carving. The blobs of black and white paints, put on my palette at an early age by others, and which I was convinced were the true colors with which the world needed to be painted by me, even though I didn’t want to and had no talent for doing so, needed to be spilled and replaced with the cacophony of colors pouring in abundance through my mind at any given moment.
I learned how to see, not what to see. How was under my control. What was under the control of others. And, screw them!!!
I had been watching the ants, the maggots, the tree limbs, and the clouds (I began to understand after that day of liberation) because they were here first- and I had always known, without having the language to say it, that there was something to learn from them! Every single one of those “diversions” are now part of what I am writing here, and talking about with others all the time. And they make a difference in the lives of people I’m with, and in myself, in ways they never could if I tried to talk about the process of titration, instead.
If y’knowwhatI’msayin here, then I invite you to do some carving and painting of your own. It is your gift to be able to do that. The ants have been waiting for you to listen..
As humans we are born of the Earth, nourished by the Earth, healed by the Earth. The natural world tells us: I will feed you, I will clothe you, I will shelter you, I will heal you. Only do not so devour me or use me that you destroy my capacity to mediate the divine and the human. For I offer you a communion with the divine. I offer you gifts that you can exchange with each other. I offer you flowers whereby you may express your reverence for the divine and your love for each other.
~Thomas Berry, “Evening Thoughts”, EarthLight Library
The Earth is on Fire
August 21, 2007
There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire, out of a bush; he looked, and the bush was blazing, yet it was not consumed. Exodus 3:2
There are those who relegate such a vision as Moses’ to antiquity, to a time when divine interaction with humans was more common, or, at least, recorded in an authoritative way.
But look! Look at the fiery magentas and yellows of a wildflower field. Look at the heated golden exultation of a hill covered with daffodils. Look at the simmering blue-green glow of lilacs, iris, and lavender. Eight minutes ago, the photons which are being absorbed by the leaves of those flowers, left the surface of the Sun, and are now fueling the photosynthetic furnaces within each cell of each leaf of each plant on Earth. The Earth, and every single bush nurtured by the Earth, is burning! Brightly!
And rising from each of those cellular fires is oxygen, the sustaining smoke of our lives! We breathe, and we breathe the Sun. We breathe, and we breathe the Oceans which last week rose to the atmosphere in great gathered collections of evaporated water molecules, to drift and be driven by the wind; to become heavy and fall as rain; to be touched and held and raised again by the roots and phloem of those flowering plants. We breathe, and we breathe the Starstuff of billion year ago asteroids, ground to dust over time and now feeding their mineral nutrients, too, to the floral flames.
It is not that miracles are no longer! It is, rather, that there are too many to see!


